Fears and dreams
Time have passed and i have been in the alps over 2 month already. The season it's soon going to it's end and new exciting adventures is waiting. I'm thankful for all that i have experienced, good and bad. I've been reflecting much and giving myself time to focus on, as it's called in yoga, "swadhyaya" meaning self-study.
Every day I grow within, getting new knowledge of myself and my surrounding, It's pretty cool to feel like you are growing but not as a "boring adult" ;) nooo, not at all. I would say the other way around. I'm curious about life, how much can you live fully and reach your dreams. For some a dream might just be an illusion that won't become reality. But still i believe that illusions can became reallity, like our dreams. However, it might not be easy road to walk. It can be full of obsticles and demands you to go outside your comfort zone.
So, what motivate me to put myself outside My comfort zone and taking that step "off the cliff", without knowing where i'm going to land?
The answer is fear...my fears motivate me. I will not let fears be the captain of my ship and take the decitions of my life, i'm the captain!
It might sound like i think it's eazy, no way, i do dislike them too. I can be angry at myself to challenge myself so much. But the anger comes from fears. So then it's one option left, learn to love them.
Thank you Fears for all that you made me do so far!